I spent Friday evening and most of Saturday at St. Andrew's at this youth event thing. It was nice 'cause I got to meet a few new people...There were some Korean students from elsewhere and Dani's friend Kim. Then there was Eva, Logan, Alyssa, David, Thomas, Samson, and Dani.
On Saturday morning the lot of us drove up to Martensville to hang out at the recreation center. It was pretty fun, I played some air hockey and ate pizza and such.
I left early Saturday evening to go to the symphony with my mom. There was some Mozart and a horn concerto by this Canadian dude. I was really tired by the end of the day.
This morning I got up again to go to the service with the rest of the youth and such. The rest of the day I was at home doing homework and studying. I have a test in Media Studies and it's kinda distressing, and there's some English stuff for tomorrow and letters for History on Wednesday. Basically we're writing letters from a character in a movie to a person who doesn't exist and it's difficult to come up with stuff.
And just when you thought I was done, here's the meme!
-List ten things you want to say to people but you know you never will.
-Don't say who they are, use people only once.
-Tag at least 3 other people who you want to do this.
1. I'm really sorry I sent you that e-mail. That's the only explanation I can come up with for why you ditched all of the sudden. I suppose though, we can never really go back now, we've drifted too far apart. I've long moved on, but this thing will probably continue to nag me in the back of my mind as long as I continue to think of the past.
2. You almost never talk. So I'm frightened of you in a weird way, and I'm scared to say anything of you. But I saw you reading The Restaurant At The End Of The Universe once, so you must be pretty qeule.
3. For a year or so I really admired you and even liked you, but now you seem to be challenging my thoughts a lot. I don't really understand why things suddenly became like this, but right now I'm just...Confused about our friendship.
4. You're one of my biggest sources of happiness and I don't think you deserve what's happening to you. I know you've changed, but you'll always be the innocent and exciting person I knew you for.
5. Despite the loud and sometimes publicly embarrassing outbursts and antics, you hold a special place somewhere in my concience. You give me such energy when you're around, and I wish we could've had more opportunities to grow together but now events are just rushing by and we can barely ever communicate. I'll miss it all when you're gone.
6. GEEKS UNITE. You have one of the most interesting and fun personalities I know, but sometimes I'm a little embarrased around you when you make a scene among everyone. We're not, like, super close but things are pretty awesome between us.
7. What can I say that I haven't said already? I trust you to just about the end of the earth. Which hopefully isn't approaching rapidly in this endlessly chaotic society. I appreciate that you can understand my views, and whether or not you believe it, you probably know much more than me.
8. I'm not sure what to make of you. You're just always there and always friendly and huggable, but we always seem so distant anyways. Like, we don't talk a whole lot even when we're together, we just act silly.
9. Please go away. Far away. Nobody wants to put up with your crap. None of us. I assume anyway.
10. (This is two people) I miss those days when you guys would harrass me. Thinking about you gets me very sentimental and I think about when we met and how I found myself talking to you about my life and personality when all other friends were gone. I wish I could go back to those days again.
March 13 2006, 07:40:13 UTC 6 years ago
Get out of bed, and come online so you can see if I'm right. Haha.
<3
March 13 2006, 22:59:56 UTC 6 years ago
March 14 2006, 00:00:46 UTC 6 years ago